the bonds of angels! don't give up, Maria!

Hey everyone! it's me, Maria ^^

I can't get over what Sigismunda said to me when we went to fight the other day. I don't know why she would ever say something like that! I do my best to be nice to everyone, and maybe I am just a little bit annoying, I guess, but I try my absolute best at everything! Okay, maybe not math or school, but I really do try my best when it comes to helping my friends and fighting as an angel. Does Ziggy really mean I shouldn't fight anymore? Am I really that powerless? I mean, Ziggy really is strong, and I know that I'm nothing compared to her, but am I really nothing at all? I want to talk to Blythe about it because I know she'll know just what to say, but I don't want anyone to see me in this state. Maybe I really am weak.
But now, Ora came over to talk to me.
"Is something wrong?" she asks.
"Well, he he...not really..."
"Sounds like something might be wrong. Would you care to tell me, or am I not good enough?"
I laughed, "Do you ever feel like you're not powerful enough when you fight?"
Ora smiled, "All the time. But when you're angel, you've gotta love music, so the more music you know, the more powerful you are."
"Is that it?"
"Here," she said, "I'll teach you a song that gave me a lot of power when I was trying to fight out on my own. You wanna hear it?"
"Sure thing!"
So she sang:
"Chanson,
Toi qui ne veux rien dire
Toi qui me parles d'elle
Et toi qui me dis tout
Ô, toi,
Que nous dansions ensemble
Toi qui me parlais d'elle
D'elle qui te chantait
Toi qui me parlais d'elle
De son nom oublié
De son corps, de mon corps
De cet amour là
De cet amour mort
Chanson,
De ma terre lointaine
Toi qui parleras d'elle
Maintenant disparue
Toi qui me parles d'elle
De son corps effacé
De ses nuits, de nos nuits
De ce désir là
De ce désir mort
Chanson,
Toi qui ne veux rien dire
Toi qui me parles d'elle
Et toi qui me dit tout
Et toi qui me dit tout"

Jeanne moreau - Jeanne moreau - india song Found at abmp3 search engine

"Would you care to sing it with me?" Ora asked.

So she taught me the song, and slowly I started to feel just a little bit more power in me as I sang.

Sigismunda's hidden power!

My dear friends,

My pride in life is my strength. I live to become stronger. But, I also live to fight alone. I don't want to see anyone else get hurt. Two days ago, when we fought Leumiad, I found a hidden power in myself: "Crystalized Victory." Together with Blythe, we were able to defeat the nymph, but now I'm in denial. Should I continue to fight? If I fight, I may end up putting Blythe in danger, but if I don't fight, everyone else has to stick it out for themselves. I can't let that happen, because I know that my only true love is protect those who are dear to me. I don't care if I lose Klaus, I just want to be able to him and Neige and Maria and Blythe and now Ora, too, although she seems much stronger than I. To me, marriage is not an important goal, because I know I'll always be surrounded by loved ones. I'll never be lonely! life has blessed me with friends, and it has also blessed me with a strong will and the ability to protect them. So, I hope to become stronger. Even stronger than "Crystalized Victory!"

yours truly and forever,
Ziggy ^^

this is my song: